On Restarting: Time on the Clock, Time of the Mind and Micro-Rituals

Colin Dickey
6 min readMar 30, 2021
Covid-19 Memorial, Brooklyn, NY.

So this is how the world is beginning again: not with a bang, but with a series of whimpers.

Like everyone, I’ve been trying to imagine what will constitute whatever the “new normal” will be, and trying to figure out when it’s going to get here. What I realized I’ve been wanting, and what will never come, is some Morgan Freeman-esque President of the United States to come on to a national televised address, one that we will all watch at once: not just those of us at home, but blue collar workers interrupting their daily grind, bar patrons who’ve been watching sports, passers by on the street in front of electronics stores — everyone will, for just one moment, turn to receive the news that it is finally over. The kind of thing that comes at the end of disaster films like Independence Day, the universal signal for finality.

But of course, these things do not happen. Our plucky heroes can’t just blow up the Covid-19 mothership in one fell swoop and call it a day. The disease is not going to retreat to a bunker and live out paranoid fantasies of grandeur before putting a bullet in its head, nor will it sign a humiliating document of surrender before going home. President Biden’s televised address on March 11 pinning a “return to normal” at July 4 was the closest thing we’ll get to that the real world, and…

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Colin Dickey

Failed histories, histories of failure. Author of four books: The Unidentified, Ghostland, Afterlives of the Saints, and Cranioklepty.